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...and if there's one thing I can't stand it's how you could cry on command. Right out of the blue, it's out of my hands, I'm just a footnote in your plan... Am I doing okay? (I keep feeling this might take forever.) Is this just another phase that will not last? I know remorse can color things, and I'm not averse to sympathy, but all of this bending backwards to protect your feelings just kills me. And I knew you were falling and calling out to me. Even though I was stalling, I should have stopped to reach. And a thousand times I've retraced steps and a thousand times went wrong. So I know there was nothing that could prevent this all. You stepped back. You fell down into another call I can't answer. If I could've leaned into your hands would you give me something I could have? Or would it just be another fad? Another reproach to push me back?
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Spacey 03:35
All I want to tell you All I've got to say: "I wish life could be easy 'til you meet your early grave." And, though, that may sound hardened, though that may sound strange, we'll all finally breathe easy once you've seen your final days. And I can't see, my mind's still closed. You're haunting me, let's relax a little. Or could it be you move too slow? It doesn't mean we reacted over. Last laughing seems a shallow goal once you've seen things from another angle. I can't compete, I move too slow. But does it mean we reacted over? And every bridge you've crossed has brought you back to you. Smoldering in ashes, still convinced you're someone new. You're looking for relief in blaming someone new. Afraid of what would come from taking a good look at you.
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Overdue 03:24
It's overdue if you want it or not. I can't carry you through. And it's the same either way. I won't push you through. And you wanna express who you are while you're walking a path in the dark, unseen, blocked-off from all the light you need. And you don't realize you build walls all around yourself and all in-between you and the answer you really need. It's not real if it's forced, either way, and I know what you're doing. I can't carry you through if you won't do the work or get out of the way. I can't carry you through this.
4.
In the distance, you turn heel. Withering, you look back at me. In an instant, you are gone, diaphanous, oblique memory. It's as if this all went wrong the second that you were out of reach. Must have missed it all along I was trying to force it to be. Who stands to fall? Not to leave, not to walk? And who'll face the wall once the dust stops to fall? If commitment flees at all, it's all done, it's all stalled. And this witness will be all that remains of us all.
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...so starts the countdown to the moment you let go of it. Even when you're alone and you've lost contact and all influence. It appears that all reason and all intellect is what you're up against. Fighting ends with a whimper, a surrender, or begins again. So, he said "I can't see you again, 'cause I know this world will only end." And you've tried to figure it out sometimes, you've tried to figure out your life again and again and again. I pushed aside all my prospects, took off everything and just sat with it. Seeing that I'm alone, but I could reach up, I reached out for it. Lost from my connection, desperation settled over me. My constant companion was a nameless, restless energy. You got what you were after, now just return to your past regrets. This added up to a lost cause and your intent can't make up for it. Your bleeding heart will sustain you, but for how long is just what I'm wondering. Satisfied, at the moment, with the taste of shallow victory. Contemplating another flaccid attempt at fixing yourself. When you realize it's over my money says it'll be too late.

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Music for driving around with the windows down on a summer night.

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released June 11, 2021

Written and performed by Blake Cormier

Recorded and mixed by Blake Cormier at Crownwood in San Antonio, TX from September 2020 to April 2021

Mastered by Scott McChane in Alameda, CA

Additional vocal melody ideas from Justin Drummond on "I Can't Answer"

Cover by: Kerim Harmanci

THANKS: Lauren and Elliott, my family and friends, god, Kerim, Scott, Stephen, Zach, Justin and you.

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